I went for a little trip this weekend. It was supposed to be educational, but it also contained a lot of play and fun. I got to see Gene again. We still haven’t gone through the motions of figuring out what, and if we are anything. Do we just want to fuck each other, or do we want to be in a relationship. I met a lot of other people, got a lot of kisses, hugs, random cuddle and new friends.

Yes it’s a hassle that Gene’s married, but he has been poly before in that relationship so it should not pose a problem, if he decides to open it up the question again. Might be a painful transition, but I hope it will yield something good.

Above piece might tell you that the weekend went pretty good, in relation to him and me, and I must say it did. It went really good. So good in fact that I was a little uncomfortable about how much he wanted to show his emotions, with all these other people around.
My biggest issue with it was that another person I’m currently finding my way with in our relationship was there as well. Lucky me it seems he didn’t notice. Okay, I know it’s poly relationships, and shouldn’t pose an issue that I’m seeing other people. But when you get it in your face without being prepared can be able to cause some problems. I can just imagine how I’d feel myself.

Another problem for me probably is that I’m not used to this kind of connection, so early, and especially not the public affection. It’s all within its rights, we didn’t do more than what they have set up in their rules in their relationship, so I’m fine with that. I’m just not used to meeting guys that publicly show their affection for me. Now I just have to get used to it and this whole thing can become quite a nice deal.

He’s definitely not the only good thing that happened this weekend. I might have found a couple that I would love to meet again and play with. I might have opened up the whole area of wanting to have sex with girls again, and the girl who opened that for me is probably one of the last ones I would have expected. Now it’s just a question if I’ll go there with her, or someone else.
I’ve also learned a lot about myself, about my physical and emotional limits. I love learning new things, be it about me, or others or whatever. Knowledge is power, well yes, but not only that its just.. I don’t quite know.

I went for a little trip this weekend. It was supposed to be educational, but it also contained a lot of play and fun. I got to see Gene again. We still haven't gone through the motions of figuring out what, and if we are anything. Do we just want to fuck each other, ...