It has been a little over a year since I gave into my need to be polyamorous. It’s been a great and very interesting year. One might think that I’d run amok and fuck anything in sight, since I could do it and still be in a relationship. I have not. Yet there has been a few, but still with some restraint.

I’m quite pleased with the past year in my life. I’ve been opening up, about what kind of relationships I want and what I want in my sex life, to myself and people around me. I’ve been opening up about my need to be dominated, and lately also the want to dominate. I’ve been opening up that I want pain, I want to give pain. I want to give love and be loved.
I want a lot of things, and I accept it. It’s a good thing. It makes me happy.

Exploring these things have given me lot of satisfaction. Not just sexually, but mentally as well. Giving in, if that even is the right expression, to my wants and needs like I have in the past year had been a good thing for me.
Looking into if I want something that I’ve never thought about specificly in that way before, is quite a sensation.

What else have I been looking into? Should I even get into it? I guess that will be contained in future posts.

It has been a little over a year since I gave into my need to be polyamorous. It's been a great and very interesting year. One might think that I'd run amok and fuck anything in sight, since I could do it and still be in a relationship. I have not. Yet there ...