This would then describe me. In the most flattering way, of course.
I’m not sure why I feel like describing me this way, yes I have to admit it is quite charming and clever of me to think of it all by myself.
I like sex, I enjoy sex and I always crave more of it when I get it, who doesn’t? When I’m away from him, I can’t stop thinking about wanting to be near him again, continuing down our naughty road of exploring, just being close and cozy and to whisper in his ear how I feel about him.
I’m polyamorous, and I truly love the one person I’m in a relationship with right now, yes I’m talking about Gene. I absolutely love him. Yet I can’t help it but feel like a dirty slutty whore. Not because I’m sleeping around with other people. No just because of the simple reason that he is married.
She is okay with it, so I should be as well. I just can’t help it think that I’m stealing time from them in their relationship.
I find myself wondering about their relationship and his entire family. I feel like a dirty secret. I love this man. I find myself realizing that there isn’t really much hope for me being introduced to any part of his family, or being official with him in any kind of near future. I’m his dirty little secret. The dirty slutty whore he comes by to fuck once in a while.
I know this what it is, but this is how I feel about it sometimes. Being poly isn’t easy. The two of us might not be cheating, but I still feel like we might as well be. Do any of you ever feel this way?
Well sometimes it’s complicated ;)
6:15 PM
My family and my partners’ families are all aware of who and what we are and I live with 2 of my partners so no I never feel what you describe.