Me and Gene don’t particularly have a D/s relationship, but tonight he told me that I’m not allowed to play with myself. He didn’t specify any limitation of time, and play with others would be allowed. Guess what, it made me immensely horny and, as he intended, really frustrated.

I would most likely have been just as horny, wet and eager to touch myself if I was allowed to. But just the idea of him, who ususaly doesn’t order me around, telling me that I’m not allowed to just wound me up so much.

We spent some time tonight talking about pain sessions, and that I’m in a need for it. We ended up talking about spanking and whipping. I want a real riding crop, I want to be whipped with it good while getting fucked by him. I have a feeling it might just be my next present from him.

Exploring new things together is good fun. Even if it’s not totally new for either of us, but when it’s new together, there is still some giggling there.

I don’t know if we’ll be playing anymore along the line of D/s after this, we might just dive right into the whole pain thing instead, or we’ll just go back to our tantric love making sessions of 2-3hrs where time stands still.
I’m not sure if I care which, in a good way. Whatever I do with him, I love. He’s opening me up to sides of myself I’ve not known I had.

We spent tonight talking about more fun accessories to bring into our sex life. A while back I showed him this awesome review of Lelo Bo and hinted that it was something I would want to try. I reminded him of it tonight, together with the riding crop, and showed him the We-vibe.
I have to thank Kristy Lynn @prettypowertools for awesome reviews on these toys that have made me curious about them!

Still, no touching. I’m a good girl!

Me and Gene don't particularly have a D/s relationship, but tonight he told me that I'm not allowed to play with myself. He didn't specify any limitation of time, and play with others would be allowed. Guess what, it made me immensely horny and, as he intended, really frustrated. I would most likely have been ...